Wednesday, January 12, 2011

always you


I can't tell the difference from my idealistic thoughts and those that hold truth.

Something that has been constant for so long yet has been out of grasp.

Is it the constant I hope for? Is it the ideal I dream for.

For I have dreamt of you

the words "it was always you" literally float in my mind.

the scene where I lay over you

I watch my lips whisper "it was always you" in your ear.

I want to be one that visualizes instead of idealizes.

I want to see you, I want to feel you tugging at my sides, I want to hear your voice, saying it back to me, over and over again.

"it was always you"