I can't tell the difference from my idealistic thoughts and those that hold truth.
Something that has been constant for so long yet has been out of grasp.
Is it the constant I hope for? Is it the ideal I dream for.
For I have dreamt of you
the words "it was always you" literally float in my mind.
the scene where I lay over you
I watch my lips whisper "it was always you" in your ear.
I want to be one that visualizes instead of idealizes.
I want to see you, I want to feel you tugging at my sides, I want to hear your voice, saying it back to me, over and over again.
"it was always you"